With the school year coming to an end, I really just don't want to do anything anymore. It's getting nice out and the semester is basically over, so I just want to stay home and not come to class. Which is dangerous. It's really bad because I still have another year of school before I graduate.
I also need to find an internship that's at least semi-relevant to what I'm studying. I could get an internship at my old job, but it'd be focused on business and marketing. I'll ask if they have a specific program that could be different than the usual internship that they have, but I doubt it because I feel like I would have seen someone or at least heard about it.
I always hear adults (even though I'm technically an adult, but I don't feel like one) say, "life has a way of working itself out", but I'm still stressed because I don't know what's going to happen to me after school. That's why I'm stressing over an internship because apparently a degree isn't enough and companies are greedy and want me to have experience even though I was just at school for my entire life. I like to think I won't just take the first job thrown at me, but I feel like I will if it's good enough. Even if it's not my ideal job, I can get some kind of knowledge or experience from it. But I'm freakin out man. Hopefully everything falls into place eventually.
You scared of the future yet?
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